No More!

Past sunken,
sense resuscitated,
perturbed no more,
obstinate no more,
no more prejudgments.

Estranged guilt,
transient guilt.

Propensity to live,
perpetuates,
life too.

Undone.

I'll Miss You

Oh well, actually, this is my first writing.

Predicting the future, firm on void base, the result ov which eitherways be not pleasant.

I'll miss you

I'll miss you when you are not here.
With every skip of a heartbeat, I'll hear you!

I'll hear you calling, showing me a path,
I would love to go for, I wouldn't find you there,
Optimistic be I, that still be fair!

I'll hear you calling me, showing me a path
I would love to go for, I wouldn't find you there
for, the reality would be a stare!

I'll hear you calling me, showing me a path.
For the hope that I carry (to see you), fear would be Sabbath!

Stargazing I, a distanced tear, a self inflicted wrath.
For all it would be, a failure bypath!

I'll hear you calling me

I'll still hear u calling me, making me dream on a futureless bay.
Showing a light of a beholden dark ray!

Carrying the glow in my heart, scalded my steps,
be who you, wished a bless, bowed to your aspect.

I hear you calling me, promising me a way,
(dark) love ensured light,
I walked without a dismay.

Stumbled/Obstacle'd, grounded, my senses.
Reality harps a face,
clamant sky..,
Hollered eyes,
Deadened tears!

Ane!

Meaning one, one love, one world, one hope, one joy, one life and one tear. This is my first and the most closest (If there is an expression as such) writing to my hear. For me, this is my best writing and I can never anything better than this, contextually. Not because ov the usage of Urdu, but due to the hidden meaning behind, the message which explains that unique phenomena ov nature ov why it drizzles before it rains or say, the journey from a drizzle to Rain. I love rain, I love drizzles, hence this.


They adorn togetherness and cherish their oneness,
caducous a tear, a joyous caress!

Unke* rukhsaar* ke intezaar me guzar gaye wo rukh*,
jaane kaunsa lamha, kab raahat-ahkz* hoga!

Ane!!!!

Time for dusk*, the moment of rejoice!
Nature full of glow, a true hoyst*!

Dancing her, the delirious sky
That's all they wished, for their moment of joy!

Quickened fall*, no more rejoice
beg and plea, given no choice!

Rahat na rahi, na raha koi intezaar
Dheemi padgai ab, wo rahein absaar*

Realism killjoy,
"Dreams" Oh Boy!!
Why has to be the reality, that unfaithful envoy??

No more togetherness, relinquished of happiness
unsay those moments, close into abyss!



Indicators in order (those *s)

She and Him
Glow of "them"
Points, ways
Seize/take/grasp
Contextually "fall", rainfall"
Hoyst = hoist = raise
The speeding rain
Eyes


They = Angels, Their = (She and Him)'s, Ane= Their togetherness

Convolved

Those time, the beautiful time, an assurance to his lady love of the purity they hold and purity they will


Amidst thoughts and minds, we charier,
overlooking the truth, we'll end up nearer!

Still we are, in a state of blur,
but why to stress, its just so clear!

All the efforts and attempts not to face,
will leave us at a place, no rest, no solace!

Why this withstand? why this impatience?
oh my baby, we" are love's resemblance!

All these attempts, all the refuse
strikes a thought, "Leave me a bruise?"!

The scars won't heal, the pain won't mend,
ladies and gentlemen, our love has got no end!

The time we've spent, and what we've missed,
though-fought every bit, truth dismissed!

Its not gona help, neither gona flee,
our love my love, is of highest degree!

"I looove driving with you

"Its me, who is you"
"Look at me, its you"
"I told you, its not you"
"Look at you, that's me"

They love so much, they wish so much,
you love me I know, I love you too"


With hope that drew, us closer and closer,
moment by moment, instant by instant!

Lets quit trying, lets try not dying,
lots of them are still prying!

Sane will be we, sane will be our love,
our understanding and respect, as pure as a dove!

Lets love each other, lets not convolve,
I promise you my love, our love won't devolve!